Some bloom faster than others, some are brighter than others, some are shorter, so on and so forth...
Exhibit A:
If you look really close, there is a cocoon like film that has to come off each bud before it can bloom into a beautiful flower!
The last six months, I have been a bud wanting SO BADLY to have the cocoon cut off and to just bloom into a beautiful flower! Some of these aspects are me and my self esteem issues. I don't see myself as "beautiful" or "sexy"....just another girl trying to get by in a crazy world! Those are issues that I need to work out myself. However, why can't I drive? Answer: Because my mom took me off the insurance when she heard that I was going to be battling again. It's a battle that I couldn't handle in the beginning without rides to and fro. HOWEVER, I feel better! I feel GREAT!!! I have normal sleep/wake hours and my doctor cleared me! I don't understand why my mom wants to keep me a bud, in protective coverings instead of letting me bloom!
Status of MRI (as of March 21, 2012)
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CLEEEEEEEEEAN!
Doctor says that I have a few more months of treatment....one says this is my last round and the other (whom I trust with my life) says until the end of the year. They don't make me feel sick! Why not?!
The morning of March 22, I was on a plane to visit the girls that I used to au pair for. SOOOO big! We went to the zoo, bowling, arboretum,and ate probably more than any one person ever should :)
Lastly, my friend Emily and I are both survivor's and are looking for more to start a survivor's group!
If anyone knows any young adult (17-35) that has survived this awful disease, please have them contact me.
kirstentrimble@gmail.com
Peace,Love, and many many daffodils!
Kirsten
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